urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:godxdammit then hey fuck you. Buttrush 2006-10-03T03:58:50Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:godxdammit:43484 2006-10-03T03:58:50Z 2006-10-03T03:58:50Z boo fucking hoo.<br /><br /><br />www.myspace.com/chokedoutATL urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:godxdammit:43028 2006-08-07T16:44:42Z 2006-08-07T16:44:42Z I smoked a huge blunt while irrevesible played last night.<br /><br />I think everyone should know that.<br /><br />Because it changed my life. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:godxdammit:42798 2006-07-18T19:02:05Z 2006-07-18T19:02:05Z Life is boring as fuck.<br /><br />What happened to my friends.<br /><br />I need to start having fun again. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:godxdammit:42495 2006-07-05T21:52:09Z 2006-07-05T21:52:09Z Slayer, like always. Holy fuck.<br /><br />The last few days have been pretty rediculous.<br /><br />MTV has been following a good friend of mine and ive been around practically the whole time and they want us to do the most rediculous shit. It is so funny because they are just fascinated with the shit we do to cure our boredome.<br /><br />Like today:<br /><br />First we wake up and go to Stevie B's and were just eating and being loud and obnoxious for the cameras then someone came up with the bright idea to make the nastiest pizza ever. So they made the pizza for us (anchovies, green and black olives, chocolate syrup, anchovie juice, ranch dressing i think? and a little sour cream) I smelled it and instantly puked everywhere, but they made each of us take a bite and i couldn ot stop throwing up for like 30 seconds, it was so fucking nasty. But it paid off cause the manager gave us "VIP" cards for the rest of our livesssssss YESSSSSS! Pizza buffet till the day i die.<br /><br />Then right after we went to lake lanier and jumped off a 3 story bridge in our underwear, SWEET. haha it was probably one of the craziest things i have ever done, and its all going to be on MTV, i love it.<br /><br />My life is a party, with many minor speed bumps, but regardless i still keep goin bitches. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:godxdammit:42204 2006-06-29T19:12:20Z 2006-06-29T19:12:20Z Tool I'm still alive.<br /><br />Went out of town with my friends Attila and George came along too, it was a good time over all i guess.<br /><br />Been stuck up in Atlanta the past few days i dont really care what i do or if i get back home any time soon.<br /><br />I guess there isnt really anything else to say that anyone else would care about.<br /><br />Fuck everything. For real. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:godxdammit:41837 2006-06-25T04:58:12Z 2006-06-25T04:58:12Z Im going out of town monday for a day or two with this metal band called Attila, im pumped.<br /><br />Besides that im pretty miserable despite the fact im nice and grilled out haha.<br /><br />Peace. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:godxdammit:41685 2006-06-16T03:36:10Z 2006-06-16T03:36:10Z Closer played our first show.<br /><br /><br />Im so fucking stupid. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:godxdammit:41255 2006-05-23T18:40:20Z 2006-05-23T18:40:20Z New Terror Fuck yes.<br /><br />May 21st was so fucking awesome. There was a good atmosphere in the building and every band did good. All hardcore shows should be like that. There wasnt even really any fights which is a suprise. Me and Daryl are working on a dvd consisting of a lot of bands from that show and more, trust me this shit is fucking crazy.<br /><br />Slayer is playing here. 'Nuff said.<br /><br />Watch out for the new crimescene CD, it will destroy your life. We recorded that shit in like three days and it sounds fucking amazing so far and thats just the unmastered versions.<br /><br />Besides that life is pretty good, im trying to weed out the drama and live it up so i cant complain. Im getting ready to start to play more out of town shows and everyone else's summer is about to hit so the party wont stop. Im excited.<br /><br />I'll post again in like 312351345 months probably. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:godxdammit:41016 2006-04-30T18:23:05Z 2006-04-30T18:29:16Z Slayer - Necrophobic Im bored as fuck. About to go to work for the third day in a row ugh. I think like 2 people still read this journal. It sucks because there is nothing ever noteworthy that goes on in my life that anyone would be interested in enough to come here and read.<br /><br />Im going to Japan in July so fuck you guys haha.<br /><br />I think im moving to Atlanta with my mom soon, that could be tight.<br /><br />Girls need to stop smoking, seriously its gay. Not just weed, im talking everything. It looks stupid as fuck. Not one girl can pull it off plus its not like you need a cigarette if someone held a gun to your head and was like never smoke again i know for a fact you would do it. So just stop idiots.<br /><br />Straight Edge rules.<br /><br />Still need a car.<br /><br />Listen to Slayer, On A Warpath, and Suffokate. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:godxdammit:40738 2006-04-17T02:38:26Z 2006-04-17T02:38:26Z I had a party at my house. It was tight.<br /><br />Expcept george puked all over the place and fell asleep naked in my bathroom in his own puddle of vomit and piss.<br /><br />I work with a guy named Casey Jones, haha. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:godxdammit:40486 2006-04-10T18:53:57Z 2006-04-10T18:53:57Z Spring Break Sucked. I did nothing at all.<br /><br />But i officially have a job now at On The Border. Fuck yes. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:godxdammit:40249 2006-04-07T04:57:41Z 2006-04-07T04:57:41Z Tommorow.<br /><br />Myrtle Beach, Set Your Goals, Home.<br /><br />All in one day. Lets do itttt. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:godxdammit:39680 2006-03-23T20:17:15Z 2006-03-23T20:17:15Z 86 Mentality I got bored and i thought this would be funny so i did it:<br /><br />Sort by song name:<br />First Song: '97 - Alkaline Trio<br />Last Song: Zero Tolerance (Fuck Them Laws) - Lil Wyte<br /><br />Sort by time:<br />Shortest Song: Your Jam - Internal Affairs<br />Longest Song: Isnt it Pretty to Think So - Right Brigade<br /><br />Sort by album:<br />First Album: ...The Beat Goes On - Blacklisted<br />Last Album: Young, Loud, and Snotty - Dead Boys<br /><br />Top Five Most Played Songs:<br />1. Anthem Pt. 2 - Blink 182<br />2. Cram - I Hate You<br />3. Sucka Free - Alcatraz<br />4. Never Surrender Virtue - 100 Demons<br />5. Rise Above - Black Flag<br /><br />First five songs that comes up on Shuffle:<br />1. Ive Got a Dark Alley Way and a... - Fall Out Boy<br />2. Fix you Up - Tegan and Sara<br />3. Time and Time Again - Internal Affairs<br />4. Gut Check - Crunch Time<br />5. Ugly Bastards - The Casualties<br /><br />Search...<br />"sex", how many songs come up? 0<br />"death", how many songs come up? 94<br />"you", how many songs come up? 345<br />"wish" how many songs come up? 3<br />"kill" how many songs come up? 53<br /><br />---------------------------------------------------------------- urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:godxdammit:39499 2006-03-14T02:54:13Z 2006-03-14T02:54:13Z My life rules. For real.<br /><br />Sorry for everyone whos got a problem with me.<br /><br />Bring it back fest was rediculous.<br /><br />Wordddd. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:godxdammit:39413 2006-03-09T06:22:16Z 2006-03-09T06:22:16Z <a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v228/Socialrevo01/474085180_l.jpg" border="0" alt="Image hosting by Photobucket"></a><br /><br /><br />Lets wreck this shit, you know every rule is going to be broke by the ATL boys haha. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:godxdammit:39072 2006-03-02T06:42:30Z 2006-03-02T06:55:49Z Embrace the End Spent the last few days at Andy's and with Bert. Those dudes are tight as fuck. I helped Pablo and Matt move to their seperate locations, it wasnt too bad.<br /><br />Cartel tommorow.<br /><br />My birthday is 5 days away. March 7th fuck yeah.<br /><br />New Crimescene shit hittin off soon, watch out.<br /><br />I need a job.<br /><br /><br />Thats all. Nothing is new in life. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:godxdammit:38784 2006-02-20T03:17:39Z 2006-02-20T03:17:39Z Fuck. What a fucking adventure haha.<br /><br />Florida was nuts, we probably lost 70% of our fan base in clearwater but whatever, fuck 'em.<br /><br />The guys from Ten Crowns are fucking hilarious, chillin all night was fun.<br /><br />This one guy at our hotel was the stinkiest bastard alive, no joke. Without any exaggeration, you could fucking be standing 15 feet away and be like WHAT THE FUCK. We went in the elevator he went up in like 10 minutes after he did and it still reaked, also the entire hallway in which he walked (which just happened to be ours)<br /><br />Tommorow we are playing with Skare Tactic and Ten Crowns at Swayze's you should go if you are reading this.<br /><br />Thats the summary of this weekend. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:godxdammit:38625 2006-02-17T22:09:35Z 2006-02-17T22:09:35Z Florida here i come.&nbsp;<br /><br /><br /><br /><em><br /><br /><br /><br /><font size="1">Get over yourselves, you arent better than anyone else.</font><br /></em><br /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:godxdammit:38263 2006-02-16T04:17:47Z 2006-02-16T04:17:47Z -The past few weeks have been ok, i guess.<br /><br />-Hanging out with my girl is fun.<br /><br />-I hope i get my job soon, so i can finally have money again and not sit around waiting for no one to call me back.<br /><br />-Hopefully i will get a car sometime this century, then i might be able to do something without relying on people who could give a fuck. Not pointing fingers.<br /><br />-I head out to Florida friday with crimescene, its going to be pretty fucking awesome i think.<br /><br />-Ive come to conclusion of probably about 95% of the people im around all the time suck. Then a few of the ones i dont see enough of are the opposite.<br /><br />-Life is boring. Fuck the friends i never had. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:godxdammit:37992 2006-02-08T04:13:04Z 2006-02-08T04:13:04Z Questioning who my real friends are. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:godxdammit:37856 2006-01-19T02:44:22Z 2006-01-19T02:44:22Z Leaving for Seattle in the morning, wont be back for a week or so, so yeah.<br /><br />Peace. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:godxdammit:37603 2006-01-17T01:50:10Z 2006-01-17T01:50:10Z Killing The Dream - We're All Dead Ends "We're all fucked, so fuck it all...."<br /><br />You could easily sum today up as being quite possibly one of the worst days i have ever experienced.<br />Life has a good way of taking you out while your knees are weak. When you least expect it. I've giving up on trying to please the ones who dont respect what i have done. It should be the exact opposite, i should get respect for what ive done and what i do instead of being looked down and asked for more. Im going always miss my fucking cousin. I can't believe this happened. You never really expect to hear news like this involving the ones you grew up with for the first half of your fucking life. As if i wasn't already having problems i had to hear this. It is so fucked up. You just never think you will be the one who will just get the phone call of someone you love crying and telling you the worst thing you could ever hear. He didn't fucking deserve that. Fuck the world. Seattle here i come.<br /><br />Fuck all of you that aren't satisfied im done trying to please you stupid mother fuckers i will be fine if i never saw your fucking faces again. This statement isn't directed to any one person or group of people, it is to anyone who isn't satisfied with what i do or the way i live, save me the arguement and never talk to me again. Im so sick of always wondering if the ones i talk to or trust even give a fuck about me. chances are they are all just as two faced as it gets. I hate you. Each and every person that has spread lies and shit about me to other people i hope you fucking get whats comming to. All i have been is a good fucking person, and now im done. Don't play it off and act like nothing ever happened, don't try hiding it i will fucking find it out. I dont even know what or who i am writing about.<br /><br />Fuck You. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:godxdammit:37132 2005-12-25T19:23:43Z 2005-12-25T19:23:43Z I never really saw all the hype about x-mas.<br /><br />Today just proved itself not to be so great.<br /><br />Got some money, shoes and a dvd.<br />Had to talk to My aunt, both of my cousins, then both my Grandparents on the phone for about 30 minutes each even though i dont like being on the phone.<br /><br />Thennnn will probably sit around the house the rest of the day.<br /><br />Sweet!<br /><br />But im not complaining, x-mas doesnt suck, its just not as great as everyone makes it sound (at least for me)<br /><br />Im excited about the show on the 1st and the one on the 9th (i think) at Lenny's. Apparently some show from spike TV is doing some show on the craziest bars in america and out of all the bars in atlanta they picked Lenny's. So they booked a show with The Crimescene, Depression, the Heartattacks, and some other bands. This just gives everyone the biggest excuse ever to fuck up that whole place.<br /><br />Im ready to buy yet another pair of amazing shoes, i cant wait.<br /><br />I think im done. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:godxdammit:37024 2005-12-15T02:39:48Z 2005-12-15T02:43:25Z Oh wait..reality check.<br /><br />Fuck everything. Fuck everyone.<br /><br />Fuck failing half my classes. Fuck my teachers. Fuck the retarded idiots at my school. Fuck stupid metal heads at the H2O show. Fuck x-mas. Fuck stupid bullshit drama that i could have sworn was over. Fuck not being able to drive. Fuck me for not knowing what to do with my life. Fuck the rest of the shit that isnt your buisness.<br /><br /><br /><br />Besides that everything is good. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:godxdammit:36636 2005-12-06T23:59:23Z 2005-12-06T23:59:23Z Buried Alive Here we go again. gayyyyyyyyyyy.